
Just
Between Mildred Kane, the Gatepost and I
Part
5
"The
Ruler of the Twelfth House"
A mystery,
The true story of a search
I
telephoned Mildred Kane at 7:00 PM the following evening.
"Hello?" a rather youngish voice cooed. Having
expected to hear the voice of a very elderly woman I was
surprised.
"Is this Mildred Kane?" I asked.
"It 'tis," she replied.
"I hope I am not contacting you at an inconvenient
time?" I stated politely.
"It
depends. What are you calling about?" she asked.
"Mrs. Kane, you do not know me. My name is Walden Welch.
I live a couple of hours north of you in Sonoma, California.
Your name was given to me by a person who stated that you
might be knowledgeable about some information I have been
seeking
information from a long time ago
about
a happening in your town of Tracy."
"Perhaps I might if you would speak directly and tell
me what it 'tis you wish to know?" she stated firmly.
Her voice now cackled with the aging of her years.
"I paused then took a breath and continued. "Well
my
grandparents had a farm in Tracy back in the old days. It
was located near the town of Vernalis. Their names were
Manuel and Lena Cardoza. My mothers name was Julia Cardoza.
She was one of several of their children. Perhaps you knew
them? Perhaps you knew her?" I asked.
There
was a dramatic pause and then Mrs. Kane exclaimed breathlessly.
"Oh my Dear God! But of course I knew them! Do you
mean that you are Julia's little boy?"
I
could not help but laugh at her question. "I am hardly
a little boy anymore Mrs. Kane. I am fifty years old...but
yes I am Julia Cardoza's child," I answered.
"Oh,
my, my, my
I remember when you were born. I often times
held you in my arms. Your mother and I were friends back
in those days. I admired her very, very much Mr. Welch.
She was a lovely girl and the prettiest one in town I might
add," Mrs. Kane remarked kindly. "It was after
she married that drunkard father of yours that we parted
as friends He certainly destroyed her life, didn't he?"
she stated as if commenting on a fact rather than asking
a question.
"No, actually my father did not destroy her life, Mrs.
Kane," I answered quietly not trying to act defensively
despite the fact that her statement regarding my father
was insulting. "In truth, my father recovered from
his alcoholism and they remarried in 1955 and lived happily
from that year until mother's death in 1972. My father died
the following year."
"Yes, I was so terribly sorry to hear that Julia had
passed. I cried when I received the news. As I said, I admired
her greatly. I am sorry she dropped our relationship when
she moved out of town. It really didn't surprise me though.
Everybody else treated me the same way. So few of us are
loyal to our friends. Is that not true, Mr. Welch?"
"Yes, it is," I answered in order to appease her.
The martyrdom in her voice was nauseating yet I knew I must
win her over if I wished for her to help me.
"Tell me what it 'tis that you want to know from me
Mr. Welch," she stated bluntly.
"What I am about to ask is rather embarrassing and
terribly personal, Mrs. Kane. I do not personally know you,
but I must please ask that you keep what I am about to say
just between you and I and no one else."
"Not
even the gatepost?" she laughed girlishly.
"No, not even the gatepost, please. You see, I recently
discovered that I have a sister who was born out of wedlock
and adopted into another family. I thought perhaps you might
know something about this?"
There
was a moment of silence before Mrs. Kane stated, "But
there are two such persons, Sir. Of which female child are
you speaking?"
"Then
you do know about this, Mrs. Kane?"
"Of course I know! All we old timers in Tracy know
about Julia's two daughters. One of them was raised by your
grandparent's The Cardozas
right here on their farm
in Tracy. She however was the second child"
"Yes, that is my sister Marilyn. We have always known
of each other and are quite close to this day. It is information
about the other girl that I am seeking."
"You
are aware that one female child died in infancy before you
were born, aren't you?" she asked.
"Yes, that was Priscilla. She died when she was four
months old," I answered.
"Then you are aware of the very first child, Mr. Welch...the
daughter who was given for adoption at birth?"
"Yes, I am now aware that she exists. It is information
about her which I want. Do you know anything about her?
Is her name Veronica Simas? Was her maiden name Luis?"
I asked.
"Yes, indeed. You have found her. You have identified
your mother's other daughter," she replied slowly and
distinctly. "All the old timers here in town know that
Veronica is Julia's child. Whenever she is spotted on the
street we whisper amongst ourselves, There goes Julia's
girl." We don't say there goes Katherine's girl.'
Veronica looks exactly like your mother. She even walks
like her and has those lovely rounded calves on her legs
that Julia had. Why Veronica even smokes a cigarette in
the manor that your mother did, Mr. Welch. She holds her
cigarette daintily at the tip of her two middle fingers
while she puffs. It's charming!"
"Do you happen to know Mrs. Simas' personally?"
I asked.
"Indeed I do!" was her reply. "I see her
almost everyday. She lives directly across the street from
me!"
Her
acknowledgment stunned me for a moment. "Oh, I am so
sorry that I telephoned you! I had no idea you and she were
neighbors. I apologize for my lack of good judgment and
I beg you to please not tell Mrs. Simas that I contacted
you?" I pleaded.
"Mr. Welch, Please! I have no intention of telling
Veronica Simas anything! I did not state that she and I
were friends. I simply said that I see her almost everyday.
It is usually when she goes to her mailbox each morning
to acquire her post. We simply wave Good morning'
to each other
nothing more. She and I are not close
friends. We are simply neighbors who keep to our own affairs.
You need not be so alarmed. What is it that so disturbs
and frightens you?"
I
took a deep breath to calm myself and replied, "Several
months ago I wrote a letter to Mrs. Simas stating that I
had been doing a search to find the woman whom my mother
had given up for adoption. It was, I though, a very kind
letter and I would have expected that she would have answered
it, but she never has. I want to know why. Despite her rejection
I have decided to go on with my search to learn what else
I can about her. I am hoping to find a way to make contact
with her. I decided to telephone you with hopes that you
might know something as to why she refuses to establish
contact with me?"
Mrs.
Kane broke into mad laughter for a moment. She would gasp
for breath between childlike cackles, making sounds like
the snort of a pig. Her behavior was vulgar, insipid and
rude. "Indeed I do, Mr. Welch! Indeed I do! I know
full well why Veronica would care to shun you. It is because
Veronica was taught to hate your mother Julia from the day
she was born. You see, her adopted mother Katherine Luiz
has told your sister that your mother Julia Cardoza was
a seductress and home wrecker who seduced her husband Albert
Luiz, became pregnant and tried to get Alfred to leave Katherine
for Julia."
I
shook my head for a moment trying to comprehend fully what
she had just told me. "Do you mean that Alfred Luiz,
Veronica's adopted father, is also her natural father?"
I asked.
"Indeed I do! How can I make myself any clearer, Sir?
Katherine has told Veronica that because she and her husband
Alfred are devoted Catholics they decided not to divorce
and that she, Katherine chose to adopt and raise Julia's
child as it she were her own. Veronica dearly loves her
parents and is very protective of them. Therefore, due to
Katherine's tale, your mother is greatly resented."
"I see. Thank you for sharing this with me. Under the
circumstances her reaction is totally understandable. "
I stated.
"Oh, there is more to this scandalous tale than thus
told, Mr. Welch. Katherine Luiz is one cold, calculating,
cunning woman to be sure! Now let me tell you what really
happened," she said slowly and dramatically knowing
full well that I had no choice but to be her captive audience.
"Why everybody in Tracy was aware of the fact that
Katherine Luiz was unable to bear a child. That fact was
never a secret. However the woman was so determined to raise
a child that she would do anything, anything at all
no
matter how insane
to acquire a child. Finally in an
insane attempt of desperation Katherine pretended to be
pregnant. Why she actually put a pillow under her dress
and would go shopping in public, trying to make people believe
that she was carrying a child! Her bazaar actions were the
talk of the town. Everybody thought she was wildly insane!
She even went so far as to make arrangements to put herself
in the maternity ward of Damron Hospital in Stockton where
she pretended to give birth to Veronica! Can you imagine
the madness? She actually walked out the door of that hospital
carrying the baby in her arms! In truth the only thing she
had given birth to was a pillow!"
Amused
by her humor Mrs. Kane laughed wildly for several moments
before continuing with her performance. She reminded me
of a malicious child who was dangling a helpless mouse by
the tail before the eyes of a hungry cat. As she chattered
on with her tales, I began to feel more, and more nauseous.
"You see Mr. Welch; there is a great possibility that
your mother was either intentionally seduced by Alfred Luiz
to bear a child for Katherine, or that she was handsomely
paid to do so? There are those here who believe that both
Alfred and Katherine plotted this scheme together to trap
Julia into being the mother of their child. The Luiz family
is a family of great wealth. One might even call them filthy
rich.' There is rumor from good source that Julia and your
grandparents were paid a great sum for the child."
I felt my face flush hot from anger. "Mrs. Kane! I
will never believe that my grandparents would take money
for my mother's child! I knew them very well. They were
humble and proud people. It would never have been there
natures, nor my mother's nature, to ever do any of the things
which you have rumored then to have done!" I blurted.
I
could judge by the tone of her voice that Mrs. Kane was
delighted she had upset me. "PLEASE LET ME FINISH,
MR. WELCH!" she belted haughtily. "I was privy
to far more information than anyone else in this town, for
you see, Sir, my brother Tony was sheriff in Tracy back
in those days. He knew everything that went on in this town.
Need I say more? I do not know for certain that your mother
and her parents took money for the baby Veronica. I only
stated there was a rumor of such. I do know for absolute
fact, as reported by my brother to me, that your grandfather
Manuel Cardoza took a gun in hand and shot Alfred Simas!
The bullet came shy of striking Alfred's heart. Wouldn't
this fact certainly suggest that something greatly angered
you grandfather? Now, what could that something be? So as
to keep the nasty event from public knowledge no charges
were pressed against your grandfather. That is fact, Mr.
Welch! Now there are those who say that Manual shot Alfred
because Alfred admitted to him that he had impregnated Julia
intentionally so as to gift the child to his wife. Then
there are those who say that Manual shot Alfred because
he was insulted and angered that Alfred offered money to
buy the child. You decide Sir. I have presented two possibilities
to you.
"Then
how in the world did The Luiz's come to adopt Veronica?"
I asked. I shook my head in confusion. "None of this
makes sense, Mrs. Kane. One story contradicts another. If
my grandfather tried to kill Alfred Luiz then why would
he have allowed him to adopt my mother's child?"
"Because it was the best of environments for the baby!"
she stated firmly. "The Luiz's were excessively wealthy
people. Veronica would be given the most privileged of lives.
Your mother was sickly and therefore unlikely to live to
an age to raise her child. Everybody was aware of the fact
that the doctors had told Julia that she would not likely
live beyond her teen years. That's why everyone in town
pitied and loved her so. She wouldn't be alive to raise
her child. How could your grandparents explain a new born
baby at there ages? They were too old to bare children by
the time Veronica was born. If they kept the child then
people would know one of their daughters bore a bastard.
To protect the reputation of their family they allowed the
baby to be adopted. They also made Alfred and Katherine
promise them that they would be able to visit the child
at least once a month until she became eighteen. It was
agreed that they would pretend to be distant relatives on
Katherine's side of her family. Your grandparent's did what
was best for Veronica's welfare. Surely you can see that?"
"Yes,
I suppose so." I answered weakly.
"I happen to know personally that for several years
your grandparents did make monthly visits to see the child.
It was usually on Tuesdays as I recall. Manuel Cardoza delivered
fresh eggs to The Luiz's. The Cardoza egg farm was the best
in Tracy. I bought your Grandfathers eggs too. For some
strange reason your grandparents visits came to an abrupt
end? I have no idea as to why" she remarked.
"How do you know this for certain?" I asked.
"Because,
Sir, I have lived across the street from the Luiz family
since I married my late husband back in 1932. The house
that Veronica and her husband Roger live in today belonged
to her parents. When Veronica married she and Roger lived
in the large guest house behind the family home. As Veronica's
family expanded they exchanged houses with Alfred and Katherine
as to have adequate room to raise their four children."
I
was exhausted from the emotional whirlpool Mrs. Kane had
subjected me too. "I have to go now, Mrs. Kane. I want
to thank you for sharing with me what you know," I
stated politely. I did not want to hear anything else Mrs.
Kane had to say. Her vile tongue literally assassinated
those of whom she spoke. William. Mattos had warned me to
be cautious of her and I now knew why. She was enjoying
being the center of attention and because of the fact that
I needed information from her she was over playing and over
dramatizing her role.
Suddenly
and out of nowhere I was struck with an idea as to who Mrs.
Kane might likely be. This idea, in fact, seemed more like
a definite realization. I wondered if the spirit of Pearl
Shannon was standing beside me and if she had deliberately
whispered a truth in my ear?
"Mrs. Kane, is your maiden name Silva?" I asked.
"Why,
yes! Yes it 'tis!'" she replied proudly. "My brother
Tony Silva was once married to your mother's sister Marion
Cardoza. He and Marion divorced shortly before Tony died
late in the forties. Your aunt Marion bore my brothers son
and daughter. I have never seen your aunt nor my niece and
nephew since the day she left Tony for another man. Can
you imagine that, Mr. Welch?" she exclaimed. "Even
though they know I exist they have dismissed me from their
lives as if I were worthless trash! My own brother's flesh
and blood have done this to me! Can you imagine that! They
are selfish and inconsiderate and I will never be able to
forgive their indifference towards me. I deserve better
treatment than that!"
I
was getting more and more nauseated as Mildred Kane ranted
on and on about how she had been mistreated. She would whine
and whimper like a spoiled child, all in an attempt to acquire
my pity. I knew that she could offer me no more information
other than the rumors she had thus far managed to confuse
me with. Somewhere amongst these rumors was truth, but she
had so scrambled my mind with contradictions that I needed
time to reassess the information I had been given.
"I'm feeling very ill, Mrs. Kane," I confessed.
"I must hang up the phone immediately!" I did
so and then ran quickly to the bathroom to be sick.
End of Part 5
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